Friday, October 5, 2007

Now I'm Going, Now I'm Not

The countdown has begun and true to my form I've been having mini-anxiety attacks all over the place. My biggest problem is coming to accept I'm leaving this place and all the people I've met. All the things I've taken for granted for six years just won't be accessible to me anymore. I was even upset the other day that I wouldn't be able to just go around Pat's house and play Wii whenever I wanted. How odd is that?

Surely living on the side of a snow covered mountain makes anything in Brisbane pale in comparison. But now the sky has begun to get that summer blue colour to it and the Jacarandas have begun to bloom and I'm getting all home sick before I've even left. One minute I'm excited about leaving, the next I'm in tears and I don't want to go.

So don't hate me if I start to get a bit clingy during my last month here, it's just my way of soaking up as much Brisbane as I can before I leave.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Actually it struck me a few days ago that I won't be able to tell Pat to call you when he starts bitching at me to play Wii. He's going to drive me nuts!!

Don't go!

-Casey